Kate Garraway has actually revealed that she still awakens in the the night panicking that she hasn't offered her late partner Derek Draper his medicine.

The TV speaker and broadcaster, 58, reviewed his end of life care in a candid brand-new interview on Wednesday.

Derek died at the age of 56 in January 2024 following a four-year battle with long Covid.

Speaking in The Sun, she told of how those tough years remain in her thoughts.

She explained: 'I still awaken in the middle of the night stressing that I haven't provided him his medicine, or that I have actually forgotten to move him every hour to avoid the unpleasant contractions in his limbs.

Kate Garraway has actually exposed that she still wakes up in the the night worrying that she hasn't provided her late other half Derek Draper his medicine

The TV speaker and broadcaster, 58, reviewed his end of life care in a candid new interview on Wednesday

'The next 2nd I understand he no longer requires that care. There is a moment of relief - that I did not let him down - before a tsunami of unhappiness hits.

'Caring takes over your whole life. You do not begrudge it, but you suffer because of it.'

In 2023, Kate was hospitalised with 'distressing' chest discomforts after suffering severe tension while partner Derek was in healing.

She required medical help of her own after being woken by the 2am alarm she sets each night for Good Morning Britain - and finding she could not transfer to turn it off.

In her book, The Strength Of Love, the presenter explained how she then felt a 'searing pain' in her chest and was right away taken to the nearby A&E for tests.

Kate has actually been hectic juggling a busy work schedule, as the real degree of her debts are revealed.

She has actually honestly gone over how she has been entrusted debts in between ₤ 500,000 and ₤ 800,000 after caring for her late partner Derek.

Along with dealing with debts related to the ₤ 16,000 a month expenses for his care, a new liquidator's report has revealed the large tax costs that are yet to be paid by Derek's now-defunct psychotherapeutic company Astra Aspera.

Derek passed away at the age of 56 in January 2024 following a four-year fight with long Covid (seen in 2007)

She described: 'I still get up in the middle of the night worrying that I have not given him his medication'

The business, which was collectively controlled by Kate, went bust owing hundreds of countless pounds to creditors, consisting of a large expense to HMRC.

Kate has been hectic promoting her various work tasks as her financial obligations loom over her however it's not the very first time the broadcaster has actually had to handle monetary woes.

In 2012, two other companies jointly managed by Derek and Kate went bust.

Fulfill Media Ltd had financial obligations totalling ₤ 922,807, that included ₤ 88,486 owed to HMRC, ₤ 90,882 to trade lenders, and ₤ 462,808 in '3rd party loans'.

At the exact same time, Countrymouse Media Ltd, was liquidated owing ₤ 189,121, that included ₤ 98,944 to the taxman and ₤ 48,000 on an overdrawn directors loan account. Derek and Kate were both personally owed ₤ 24,000 each by the service.

In January 2024, it was reported that Kate might need to offer the home to repay her present financial obligations with one source saying: 'It has cost numerous thousands of pounds to look after Derek and do everything she might to get him much better however it's left her having a hard time.'

But hard-working Kate has been on a self-promotion blitz amidst her latest financial troubles.

Alongside her regular GMB work, the star plugged her Smooth Radio show today, exposing she was 'chuffed' that the lunch break program now reached 2.8 million listeners.

She has actually likewise been teasing her signing in maybe one of the most awaited TV shows of year - Celebrity Traitors.

In addition to the similarity Stephen Fry, Alan Carr and Jonathan Ross Kate headed to Scotland a couple of weeks ago to film the spin off of the blockbuster BBC series.

Meanwhile, in February she was revealed as the host of a new Dubai-set podcast and YouTube series - DXB Unheard.

Each of the eight episodes, which are released weekly, feature interviews with Emiratis and Dubai residents 'who have left an indelible mark on the city.'

She shot the series in 2015 and has actually confessed that she discovered it 'intriguing' to discover how individuals lived their lives at a time when she was considering her future plans.

Kate formerly exposed that Derek's ₤ 16,000-a-month care expenses eclipsed her GMB income, admitting in a 2023 interview that she couldn't even afford to have the heating on in October.

Kate Garraway was hospitalised with 'agonizing' chest pains due to tension amidst other half Derek Draper's COVID-19 fight: 'I thought I was having a cardiac arrest'

Speaking before her partner's death, Kate said: costs more than my income from ITV which is before you pay for a mortgage, before you pay any household costs, before you pay for anything for the kids, so we are at a crunch point.

'I am in financial obligation. I can't make adequate money to cover my debt since I am managing Derek's care and I can't even use the cash I do need to support Derek's healing, since it's going on the fundamentals all the time.'

In May in 2015, Kate candidly exposed she's resorted to withdrawing money from her pension pot to pay the substantial bills during a conversation about the NHS and private care on GMB.

Sharing the results of a study that exposed one in five Brits are getting themselves into financial obligation while funding private treatment, she confessed: 'I am doing something similar myself.

'I have had to withdraw the bit you can tax totally free from my pension to pay for belated costs for my hubby, who has actually now passed away.

'People are having to do things - it wasn't a big pension in the very first location - which aren't what they conserved for.'

Addressing the most recent HMRC filing, Kate's spokesperson told MailOnline on Wednesday that the 'stunned' TV star 'doesn't acknowledge these figures' and touches with HMRC to make sure she 'honours what is required'.

In 2023 Kate was even hospitalised with 'excruciating' chest pains after suffering severe tension while husband Derek remained in healing

Their statement read: 'Kate has fulfilled all that the liquidators of Derek's company have requested and more over the previous four years.

'She does not recognise these figures and is stunned that it's being presented in this method by them.

'Caring for Derek and supporting her household when Derek might no longer run his own services has taken a substantial monetary toll on her however she's identified to put things right.

'She is in consistent contact with HMRC to make sure she honours what's required from Derek's now defunct company.'

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